I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong with me. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don’t know honestly. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on going..... I don’t know the answer, I only know that I can’t. I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I've had it. I am so tired. I'm seventeen and I'm already exhausted.....
Thinking About You (Cover) - Justin Bieber & Jaden Smith
Why can’t I stop listening to this cover?!?! Guh…..
(Source: joannagoesrawr, via wooesther)
I watched fight club last night and….. my mind is going crazy but in more of a confusing way.
I woke up this morning feeling heart broken, like I had a huge burden slap my chest. Maybe it was from a bad dream? Maybe it had to do something to do with Jannell? I don’t know but this feeling is still NOT going away…..
Tumblr is so useless…..
I have secrets, we all have secrets but honestly, I’ve said all my deepest and darkest secrets to someone at least once. You just couldn’t tell because it was too ‘outrageous’ and my reputation made it seem funny, like it was some kind of joke. I’m not the type to hide anything, you just need to take what I say more seriously.
You know there’s something wrong when your stomach is growling but you still don’t feel like eating.
Like what the heck is wrong WITH MY STOMACH!?!?!?
Daniel: Yeah like 9 o’clock… plus 4
Me: So like 1 o’clock
Daniel: No… 13 o’clock… *starts laughing like crazy* THAT’S SOOO FUNNY!!!
OH MY GOSH THAT IS HILARIOUS!!!Me: WTF? ….um…. what…
Daniel: Isn’t that funny?! That was SOOOO funny! wait, what did I say? oh yeah, 13 o’clock. *starts laughing like crazy again*
Yeah…. I don’t even know..
I lied to Jannell that I could play beauty and the beast on the piano SOOOOOOOOO now I have to learn it to impress her cause if she ever asks me to play it… i’m done for!
Someone give me hands on training please! :0
Edit: I’m trying to learn the lyrics first. T_T
You know what one of my greatest fear is?
Like no joke, if I ever got a girlfriend (I do. XD) and she asked me to ride a super ultra scary roller coaster with her. First off, I HATE ROLLER COASTERS! Second, how can I, the man, not ride the roller coaster with her? I need to man it up, grow some balls, and overcome my fear and ride that nigga WITH HER….. BUT I’M FLIPPIN SCARED OF ROLLER COASTERS! Guh, if that ever happened, I don’t even know what I would do.
She asked me…. T_T
I’m done for.
Is a must now. ;)
Isaac <3
(Source: mohside)